I hope you know.

i've waited for almost 3years and i finally have my answer. it wasn't something good but still, what more can i do? i've already tried my best and done everything i could. i don't blame you for what you say, i just blamed myself for being so naive, and gave myself false hopes. i cried for you almost everynight, blaming myself for not doing enough. my heart's aching very badly now, my tears are starting to flow out of my eyes. darryl's right, i've gotta get over it, move on and leave everything behind. i takes two hand to clap, for me i've got only a hand. i guess it's all over for us now. i thank you for everything you've did, and no matter what i'll definitely be there for you.(:

i won't be blogging for some time peoples.

O.O

i need a break, i needa be alone.
you've broken my heart, you've shattered it.
i wasn't even given a chance, what more can i do?
i've waited long enough, and had much pain.
not all scars show, not all wounds heal.
sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels.
i cry for the time that you were almost mine,
i cry for the memories I've left behind,
i cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
i cry for the times I thought I had you..
are they always so heartless?
can't they just spare a thought for us?

i guess i'm finished.

went elias to meet the others with dx, slacked awhile then headed to ws to seesee. thought of buying a webcam(never use before siol o.o)but need to save money first and pay zhong $10. after that went to meet the usual clique at alex house. we order mac and played mahjong and card. went back and reached home at about 11.

it's father's day today,

and i don't know what to say to him.

wo zi dao ni zuo gong hen xing ku,

you si hou can dao ni ze mo sing ku

wo xing ye hui tong, zi sao wo you xing qu bang ni.

lao pa, fu qing jie kuai le !:D

a ruined plan. i really hope you could spare me one day, just one day will do.

sorry darryl, i guess all i can do is wait.

oh i'm fucking tired. check out from chalet at around 10plus, then headed back home. slept and woke up at 5, gonna meet the usual clique at 7 and i wanna drink today !

3years is really enough..

oh i'm fucking tired, just got home from chalet. i'm going to bed soon so i shall not post much.

i'm tired of all these, i don't want anymore heartaches.
i always know that we ain't gonna be together, but i've tried.
nothing seems to work, the pain is killing me. i thanked you for
the fakememories we had, 08. i was happy and contented even if
it's not real. i don't have any choice left and forgeting you is the
only path i have. i don't want this either, i'm SORRY...

darryl, sorry to dissapoint you !

when to watch land of the lost yesterday darryl, alex, alan&shannon. show was not bad, funny and retarded. watch till around 1 then went ws inter to find shannon's friend. she's so dao man ._. slacked there awhile then they went to coffee ex and i went homesweethome. my body is burning ! stupid sun burns D:.

good days are over yo, no more the you i used to have.

goodbye, my almost lover. goodbye, my hopeless dream.

i'm trying not to think about you. can't you just let me be?

so long, my luckless romance. My back is turned on you.

should've known you'd bring me heartache,

almost lovers always do..

once again, we went swimming at downtown from 8plus to 9.30. reach home at around 10 and here i am blogging. fucking tired and shack la can. i've realised that my body thingy had gotten worst. i really don't know what to do la, see so many times doc also bo use what for seeing. just DIE la.

i just want to live my life happily and have no regrets.:D

it's been so long since i've blog, kinda lazy la. i'm gonna post one super duper long one !:D

haven't been meeting my usual clique recently, maybe gonna meet them for clubbing. many things happen within the so called "MIA" period. really miss you guys alot. darryl is now at Australia and he said he bought my a white shirt ! can't wait for him to return coz i miss him too.

went to chalet with eugene and end up tonning there a night. quite fun but also quite boring. i'll be waiting for the next chalet with teck all, 4days 3night. went to meet them at 634 and then back to work. after work went swimming, go pasirrispark then headed back home.

i guess we're drifting apart, but i don't think you can sense it.

you've changed alot, nobody can do anything but yourself.

very xim tia to see you like that but still, i can't do anything.

let nature take course ba, 爱上你是一个错.

是不是每段感情都要以一个笑容作为开始，

用一个吻来成长,却用一滴眼泪作为结束?

原来真正的爱不是要你回心转意,而是要给你祝福. :D

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